dreams

So, there was this girl who was in my life for a long time. We loved each other, but for pretty complicated reasons we didn't work out. That was several years ago. From time to time we would check in on each other. Anyway, we finally realized that we needed to leave each other alone so we could both fully move on with our lives. She crosses my mind pretty often, but I don't long for her anymore. I've accepted that sometimes life sucks. I know that I'll find love again. Being single is just fine until I find the right woman. The weird thing is, I have dreams about her on a regular basis. In these dreams, we are friends. We aren't together, but there is still something there. Does this mean I haven't let go? That I wish things were different? I want to figure it out. I really don't want to take this baggage into a new relationship. I just want to meet someone new already!